Tuesday, April 5, 2011

“THE GREAT ESCAPADE” by Brooke W.


There is no solitude and
Death is only the beginning
A strong adventure which
Carefully lays out a concourse of followers
Thus, I am not sure
How beautifully they sing
But this song isn’t composed for anyone else
Only for you
You who I loved so carefully

Strike the match of sin
But quickly blow it out once lit
Because a promise can easily be broken
When you leave on your great adventure
With your angels and purity
And I am left with just your bones covered in the mud
Your peaceful grave
The vibrant red flowers draw particular attention
To the error they engraved purposefully on your headstone

I find it ironic
That you were the most perfect person
So perfect
That other beings through the other side
Needed you most
To keep you busy
To stop your heart from beating
To cease our love from continuing
To strain the chords of our courtship

Lest there be another for me
I cannot move from this stance
Right in front of you, 100 feet above ground from where you lie
Carry my weight
Let me know that I am free
Continue with your concourses
And let me be

But know that
You’ll never be forgiven nor forgotten

“THIS ISN’T A LOVE POEM, FOR I DO NOT BELIEVE” by Brooke W.


The air sparkled indicatively
Unbelievably glittering, foreshadowing what could be
With rays of sun shining strongly
For once contrasting the usual
Stark grey-scene

Those eyes struggle to see what
The shining sparkle actually tells
Wistfully hoping that a backward glance foretells
Only what can’t be evenly said

Falling softly, slowly, quietly, unusually warmly
Making no sense ever
The sparks fly easily
Fanning those who are scorched
So nicely and conveniently

Now I know
The winter snowing freezes everything over
Making warm things glitter
And how I do hope that once can help me
Not end up undecidedly bitter

"Passion for Death" by Virginia T.


Flesh broke open painfully as it hit the rough stone of the cathedral floor. She had been thwarted, and here she sat: a gun pointed at her chest with her enemy’s eyes glowing from the surrounding darkness. A shaft of dim light from one of the many windows was blinding her eyes. Dust filled her lungs. She had always wondered what it would be like when this moment came.
                Her hand twitched toward her gun, which lay two inches from her fragile fingertips. At least, they seemed fragile at the moment. His searing stare was wordless. He simply breathed, still seething with triumph, success. She could smell his breath: that breath she had so longed for in her weakest lone moments.
                Yes, she realized, it wasn’t love; but it sure wasn’t hate. The tip of her tongue touched her bottom lip in an attempt to seem casual.
                “You going to kill me?” she hissed in her most seductive whisper. Despite the mere murmur, the question echoed off of every surrounding stone wall. This brought a smirk to his face, his white teeth shining in the gloom.
                “You had to know it would eventually come down to this,” he whispered smoothly, as smooth as the sound of the hammer as it was pulled back. She felt her breath constrict, her chest full and tight, her heart ready to be torn. Her eyes closed, showing smoky eyelids, before opening once more. Her dry throat reluctantly swallowed.
                “So?” Her voice hardly escaped her vocal chords.
                “You…were a beautiful woman.” The shot of a gun rang, followed shortly by the muffled fall and gasp of a dying woman.
                The shot had passed through her collar bone, cracking every bone in between before spitting out of her shoulder. As she lay, she could feel the blood soak her back. She breathed, but it ached. Her heart hammered in her ears and her eyes stared up into the depths of the cathedral ceiling. She sputtered, coughing blood before spitting it out onto the floor next to her.
                She rolled, her half-dimmed eyes only seeing a husky outline, now. Good arm underneath her, she pulled herself into a sitting position only to find a boot on her cheek, pressing her life-fleeing body back to the ground. She coughed once more.
                “This is it? You’re just going to watch me die? Watch me bleed?” she gurgled at the ceiling. She could hear the smirk return to his face.
                “Should have known this was your idea of fun,” she tried to laugh, but it only came as another blood-freeing cough. Her body squirmed, then recoiled. She felt her life leaving her, her last breaths becoming ragged and hollow.
                He seemed to realize this, too. His tall form slouched cat-like next to her puddle of blood. Ice blue eyes met her black, dead stare.
                “Sweet dreams,” he muttered. Her breathing halted, then returned. Her sight darkened and blurred before she finally closed her eyes and lost consciousness to a sweeping feeling she believed was death.


                Dark, pretty eyes opened to a silent, dark room. The scent of fermenting stone, she realized, surrounded her as she gasped for breath. Her lungs felt sluggish, retarded. Her shoulder ached, and for a moment, she didn’t understand why.
                Why, she noticed in the moment, was her naked body lying in a stone tub of seething hot water? Why was she alive? Is this death, she wondered? How had she gotten here? Who had brought her? Was the devil himself to walk around the corner—the corner from which she could see a slit of light running into the room?
                Her eyes swept her strange surroundings and she contemplated her escape. Eyes beheld a stack of clothes next to a low-burning candle. So, the devil wasn’t so thoughtless as the leave her naked in a strange place. Her arms felt like lead as she pushed herself up, out of the water. Her tingling fingers danced around the clothing pile. They were her own clothing, maybe from home. Unfortunately, her fingertips found no metal of a gun. The devil wasn’t that kind.
                Sound of movement from the other room brought her mind up to speed. She had to be living. Death was too strange, too much like life. She still felt heat and cool and pain as she touched the healing bullet hole in her left shoulder. Healing. Why wasn’t she dead?
                Her clothes were donned in an instant, and she pulled the candle up into her grasp. Bare, stumbling feet padded on night-cooled stone. One step, two step…until 20 steps had been taken, and she felt her pupils dilate painfully as light swept over her face. She was afraid that her gasp was heard because a sudden stillness encompassed the next room.
                Still, her pale feet stumbled on, further into the light. Until she got a full view of the next room. It was cluttered with papers on desks, in drawers, on bookshelves used as catch-alls: books, pens, ink bottles, old food, looking glasses, magnifiers, models of houses and buildings of all shapes and sizes. And amongst all the rubble, sitting in a musty antique chair, was the enemy. His eyes glittered, caught in the moonlight from the window.
                “You…you son of a-“
                “Tut tut tut, you would think that one would have better manners towards someone who had just saved their life!” he interrupted.
                “You tried to take it, first.” Her voice was hoarse and rasped in her throat. She glared at him from across the room. He remained unperturbed. Frustration boiled within.
                “Why didn’t you just let me die?!” her screech was so loud it echoed from room to room. Still, he remained unperturbed. Her stumbling feet shuffled forward 3 meters until her hand felt the touch of his linen shirt.
                “Why didn’t you just let me die?” she whispered.

“FEELING SORRY” by Brooke W.


They all think we’re crazy
Everybody
I can hear it in their voices
As they get quieter, with longer pauses
And sighs
The words
“Just take it a day at a time”
Becomes a justifying chant
That shouldn’t affect me so much

Distance is outstretched for miles and miles
Mimicking the lengthy patterns on a quilt
A quilt my mother crafts so creatively
And she worries for me so carefully
Her mouth takes shape like the others
Everybody
I hate the quilted distance

Normal is something I cannot
Say that I’ve experienced
Consistency is far from my reaching
Limbo is my life’s favorite game
But my mind’s worst nightmare
And tolls are constantly taken
But I wish it were simply coins they were taking
Rather than sanity

I’d like one round of friendship please
But I take my friendship without the use of technology
And with a side of realism
These words are escaping me without a thought
For my brain aches with an illness that will be cured with time
But it’s my heart that I’m worried about
For it flutters much too often
When you’re finally around

“HIDDEN” by Brooke W.


The sounds are swaying all other opinions
Terrifying all whose thoughts remain closed
They would justify reasoning for temptation
Living and suffering

Does suffering constitute an explanation?
If I were to explain, you simply wouldn’t care
Constantly voicing opinion in a sense of familiarity
But the art speaks for itself

Hidden messages are everywhere
Beautiful sounds
Strokes on a foundation
Portraying what is seen and sometimes heard

I like the way it looks
I like the way it sounds
We all need to learn to understand our rights
And people
But my masterpiece, you can easily
Fit the description